5-11

Blog posting again, well today's Tuesday so I went to P.E. this morning but they were on a field trip so we went to the library, then I had financial literacy, after that Guitar. In guitar, Terrin and I watched Get Smart then we went to lunch. I'm still trying to find a job, I've been up the last couple of nights pretty late looking for a job, I hate looking for jobs so bad, I just want to have a job. On top of all of that my tooth is still killing me beyond belief, but for some reason I'm not upset ... I'm not necessarily happy with my life, but I'm handeling it.

5-6-2010

Well, It's been a while since I last posted, a lot is going on. I went to the dentist about two weeks ago, since then I've had so much pain in my mouth I just want to rip out my tooth. I got laid off last Saturday because of budget cuts, really sucks but, it has to be done. My grades are not good, I have five F's. Three of my classes should be semi-easy to get up, English I have to do a Blog Post every day of my life until I die, Civics I have the only missing paper typed on my lap-top I just need to print it out and turn it in, Jr. Seminar I have to have my mom sign several notes saying that I did the things she wants us to do. Sounds relatively easy, but then there's Guitar and Math. Guitar I'm hoping the last song we perform will make it up, and there's no recovering from math. Math will be the death of me!!!

Alright so time to start posting again, keep forgetting and its pretty irritating because that's bringing my grade down so much. So I have NO idea what I'm doing with my life right now, other than work, I have no clue I'm just goin with the flow and obviously thats not working. I'm exhausted, my parents are splitting up, my grades are going down fast and hard, I just dont know what im doing, this sucks, im so sick of life, so sick of everyone and everything, except of course my best friend, but also ... a girl ... Kassy ... shes the reason im still trying, shes the reason im here, and ...... we're not even dating, im not even sure if she likes me and i want to know but im afraid that if i ask, she'll say no and then i dont have anything and things will just get worse..... so i guess living in the dark ... works for me ... for now. I have to get some work done, so that all my grades will come up so i will be blogging like ... every day this week and next ..... as long as i remember :/ ..... so moral of this blog...... Life Sucks

Feb. 7

Wow, alright so the other night i was trying to do a blog post and my computer kept freaking out so i stopped. Yesterday i didn't even get on my computer i was so busy running around with my mom. i woke up yesterday morning and said bye to my dad before he left for work then me and my mom went to barns and noble, got a ACT book for me and then went and paid our cell phone bill, then we went to in and out and had lunch then went to sams club and got a ton of groceries then came home dropped them all off then went and looked at a car, then i bought it took it to my dads shop did some work on it then we went to dinner and walmart and then went home then i took the car and went to my lacrosse coaches wedding reception and then went to my friends house and played rockband busy day

Jan. 25, 2010

this is fun i am playing with all the blog stuff like text color and stuff like that now its light blue i dont like this blue it reminds me of a girl color and im not a girl grey is pretty cool but its hard to read plus i have the sun shining behind me so it makes it harder to read look now its a darker gray this i like so i think ill keep typing until i get bored of it, so i had a ridiculously busy weekend, so on friday i went to my friend leahs house after the basket ball game we had fun then i went up to salt lake to look at a truck for me to drive when i get my license but we didn't buy it because it didn't have an air pump on it so then my dad found an air pump online and we went and got the truck on saturday after getting a hair cut, then we got back and went to bed, got up on sunday, changed the tires on the truck because they were really bad oh then we went to Cabelas then we went home, and me and my brother had to clean out our truck and stain wood, then my parents came back and we re modeled our kitchen then i went to bed, now im in english class watching tamra run her fingers through her hair she is very weird she is drinking water and it goes in her mouth looks very yummy, dalin is leaning back in his chair i am just waiting for him to fall so i can laugh but then i will feel bad ..... sorry dalin, i have a lot of classes with brooke lopshire she is really cool, and we have art, chemistry, english ... anyway i cant think of any others so... its almost time to go so i will chat on here later PEACE

Jan 22 2010

Well today is pretty exciting, the school day has gone by pretty slow and boring but right now is pretty great, I'm sitting in english right now listening to Mrs. Ballard talk about this weird poem about a locked house we are going over our poetry out loud projects I didn't have my poem memorized last time and I only have half of it memorized, I need a hair cut, its all greasy and gross and I need to take a shower, but hopefully after school today my mom will let me go to the basketball game and then over to Leahs house to chill and then Preston stay the night at my house and stay up all night playing modern warfare 2 with Colton, and play some guitar and stuff, Im pretty excited about the weekend because I need some sleep, sleep is good......

Wed. Jan. 6

Well, today was a pretty great and interesting day. I woke up this morning to my sister kicking my foot telling us we were about to leave, so I jump up and get ready as fast as I can, then hear my mom get in the shower .... why were we leaving if my mom just got in the shower? So i decided to lay back down and go to sleep again, then my dad came in and told me he was taking us to school, so we go to school and the first class I have is math and I kept falling asleep and right as she would walk by I would wake up and turn my head or move so that she would know I was awake. It was so hard to stay awake, but then the next class I had was Civics. That class was a BORE I really don't like that teacher, she's boring and irritating. All we did that class was play review jeopardy, I don't know anything she was asking so I just sat there and watched everyone else. Then i had theater that was a pretty fun class but I don't like acting so after that I went and talked to Lisa to change my classes around because I asked for guitar and got piano, I'm not even interested in piano and my parents bought me a guitar so I could learn this semester, I have that class tomorrow and I'm so excited. I have wanted to learn guitar for so long and I love the Acoustic Guitar it just sounds great and is amazingly fun. I got my guitar for christmas and a book with it and have learned Ode to Joy and Yankee Doodle I'd say thats pretty productive for not knowing how to play anything on the guitar.