Alright so time to start posting again, keep forgetting and its pretty irritating because that's bringing my grade down so much. So I have NO idea what I'm doing with my life right now, other than work, I have no clue I'm just goin with the flow and obviously thats not working. I'm exhausted, my parents are splitting up, my grades are going down fast and hard, I just dont know what im doing, this sucks, im so sick of life, so sick of everyone and everything, except of course my best friend, but also ... a girl ... Kassy ... shes the reason im still trying, shes the reason im here, and ...... we're not even dating, im not even sure if she likes me and i want to know but im afraid that if i ask, she'll say no and then i dont have anything and things will just get worse..... so i guess living in the dark ... works for me ... for now. I have to get some work done, so that all my grades will come up so i will be blogging like ... every day this week and next ..... as long as i remember :/ ..... so moral of this blog...... Life Sucks